Sept.10, 2006, the date when I left the Philippines and my family. I'm here now in Chesapeake, Virginia. I really had a hard time during my first two weeks here. I always cry every night though we chat, me and my husband every morning here and I always see my son thru the webcam, but it's still different coz they're not with me. You know the feeling that I want to hold them, hug them but you can't because they're away. Especially everytime i watch my son's videoclips in my cellphone, it makes me feel sad. Though I must admit that when I was still in the Philippines that sometimes I get pissed off to my son because of being so hyper that he's doesn't get tired of playing. He wants to play the whole day. He always wants to play outside then run around the house where i have to follow him. But now, how I'd realized that I should've give more patience to him. Now, he's living with my husband (of course). I don't know when exactly I could get them but hopefully my husband will be here next year.

